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its like a dream for me. a dream about me and my journey, a very long journey. i walked alone, and it was okay, too okay. the rainbow smiled to me, and it was nice. have you ever seen a ver huge leaf? a huge leaf protecting you from the cats and dog raining? it was mine. and it hd been mine, always mine. what do you think, what i suppose to do where suddenly a very big and great ship, like the beautiful Titanic come to you and offer you a very beautiful and fabuluos journey? would you take it?of course you take it, and me too. it, my very big and great ship promised me that it would accompany my journey. many good things it offered me. treated me like i was the only passanger. would you give your rest time for being with it? i gave it to it. at least, i was planning to do it. something surprised me. no storm. no twistwer. it disappeared. it disappeared even when it did not pick me up yet. i did not know what to do. i did not know where it was. why it did it to me. i missed it. i missed my bigand great ship. i waited it. i waited it under the confusion tree. but it did not show up.it left me with its undefineable reason. it made a very big hole in my not anymore heart but lung. without it knew. it hurt me.